Lapse

Forging my own path,
yes I will

I will do what is right for me,
Fight in my own way 

Find freedom in my own experience, Without judgement from another.
I will make mistakes and falter but that is what makes me human.

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i look in the mirror and see someone who looks more like me than before

i love the feeling

i step outside into the crisp, cool air the sun beating down on my skin
i feel so free

i yap along with the people i call home  i could sit for hours talking
about nothing and everything all at once

i smile, and my heart warms, joy
swelling within me.

I couldn’t ask for much more 

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locked away once more, life
becomes such a chore.
there’s almost nothing here,
that I hold so dear

this stress looms over me,
until i no longer feel free.

what must i do to get through and survive
break the chain and make it out alive  

all i can do is strive,  
hope that this broken rhyme will help me through and
allow me to come out the other side.

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Hold tight and
My arms feel light and
It’s gonna be alright and
The sky’s so bright and
This is my life and
I have to fight,
I don’t feel alright so I
Fight and fight and fight

But I feel alright.
Now I don’t have to fight.

The world is so bright and
my body is so light. My tears
aren’t full of fright I
look in the mirror and I feel  

Alright.

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About the Author

Hi! My name is Shiloh, and I’m a Women’s and Gender Studies major with a minor in African and Black Diaspora Studies. I have a passion for queer and trans studies and hope to start doing social justice work in Chicago before traveling around the world to support causes I believe in. I enjoy spending time creating art, writing, trying new things, and exploring the city!


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